Saturday, September 27, 2008

Growing

Just a quick post. I have been heavily training every night with my Owner, she has been constantly and unrelentingly been programming me for her purposes. I wake up fuzzy and not remembering the end of the night before, but that's okay. I trust her and the programming she is instilling in me. I feel myself growing more and more obedient to what she asks of me. Unquestioning, and the borders between awake and asleep seem to be falling away. A lot of times I don't even know which I am anymore. I am also feeling heavy voyeuristic tendencies, it makes me excited when others know what is going on, and watch the goings on. And possibly participate.

I am so excited by what's going on and am eager and crave more and more every day.

No comments: